Thursday, February 25, 2010

...trying to figure out...

...what makes me tick.  Why I am an emotional eater.  Why I can be so good and so on plan all day...but come home to an empty house at night and all hell breaks loose.  Why I can be good all day, come home and eat a piece of cheeseburger pie, a slice of roast beef and a peanut butter and jelly sandwich???  I can not even figure out why I eat WHAT I eat.  I just eat whatever I can get my hands on, and eat until the hurt and emptiness goes away...problem is, it never really goes away.  I just go until I can't take it anymore.

I know, I am sad...lonely...depressed.

I don't know what I can do to fix it. 

I take my meds.  I exercise every.  single.  day.

I just hate being alone. 

Love to All.

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