Friday, October 12, 2012

Neglected Little Blog my little blog has become neglected...

It should not feel lonely.  I have neglected a lot of stuff lately.

Starting over.  Starting fresh.

Getting things in order.  Putting things in perspective.  Letting some things go.

Working hard.  Work is going well.  99.9% of the days I feel like the luckiest lady in the world.  {I won't lie...that .01% when my little friend is acting like a "Stinker Bell" makes me want to throw in the towel!!!  Luckily, those days are few and far between}  I feel like I am doing something that matters.  If I make that little girl laugh, help her learn something, or help her make a connection with a friend, it is SO worth it.  This is the happiest I have been at a job {I don't even feel like it is a job} in a long, long time.

I am also working very, very hard at making my Direct Sales business successful.  I am going to go ahead and say it {not sure if it is against the rules or not!!!} ...I am selling for a new company called Origami Owl.  They specialize in "Living Lockets" first and foremost. They are also branching out into new jewelry pieces. 

I think this is going to be huge.  Huge.  I am SO excited.  I have a small {called a "Garage Sale"} show at one of the Junior High Schools next weekend, and a HUGE Craft Fair at one of the High Schools on 10/27.  I hope I can keep up!!!

I have also signed on to be a Thirty-One consultant a little over a month ago.  I haven't done much with this business.  Yet.  It will take off, but I am really concentrating on Origami Owl right now. 

I have passed my tests to be a Disney Vacation Planner (if that is the right title...not 100% sure) with Destinations to Explore Travel.  I still have a way to go {Universal and Orlando Attractions} but feel pretty good about this.  I am already helping my sister and her boyfriend plan a Disney Cruise Line trip to Alaska in 2013!!!  Whoo-hoo!!!

Oh, and I also grabbed a new blog domain.  Because I blog so much.  Really.  I have great ideas for both blogs.  I just need to WORK on them.

I won't paint a completely rosy picture for everything, though.

The house is a wreck.  I have been neglecting some of my daily chores trying to keep up with everything.  I think Big Daddy has had it.

I managed to feed 125 employees at the school dinner two nights last week...but I have been feeding Little Man fast food or pizza since then.

I have gone back on a low dose anti-anxiety pill.  Not 100% sure that it is working.  My spending is getting bad.  Worrying too much.  Not enough sleep.  Too much zoning out and not concentrating.  I probably need to see a psychiatrist again soon.

I have learned just how much I could handle.  The last month has been rough...but we managed to make it.  I just wanted to get September over and done with.  It came and went, and I am ready to move on.

In the meantime, I am going to take things one day at a time.  It is all I can do.  I will concentrate on the good, and not dwell on the bad.  It CAN be done.

Love to All.