...have I already written a post titled "absent"??? I may have. I have been absent here of late. My heart has not been into blogging. I have been so busy, that some nights I don't even turn on the computer!!! Okay, so I turn it on...check a few things, but I don't get onto Blogger!!!
Not much going on.
I feel like my bipolar disorder is eating me alive. Somedays, my thoughts paraylize me. The highs and lows are ruling me. Right now, I am in a funk. Getting up and getting going takes everything out of me. I don't even want to move.
That is part of the reason why I have not been blogging. The funk I am in means that I am not doing a lot. I am going into work...though I don't want to. I am making sure Michael is up and dressed and fed...BUT that is a struggle somedays. Mike is a saint. I don't know how he puts up with me. I really don't. Mike sets his alarm in the morning...just to talk to me. I don't deserve such a wonderful man.
See. This is how I think. This is part of what goes through my head.
Love to All.