...so my little blog has become neglected...
It should not feel lonely. I have neglected a lot of stuff lately.
Starting over. Starting fresh.
Getting things in order. Putting things in perspective. Letting some things go.
Working hard. Work is going well. 99.9% of the days I feel like the luckiest lady in the world. {I won't lie...that .01% when my little friend is acting like a "Stinker Bell" makes me want to throw in the towel!!! Luckily, those days are few and far between} I feel like I am doing something that matters. If I make that little girl laugh, help her learn something, or help her make a connection with a friend, it is SO worth it. This is the happiest I have been at a job {I don't even feel like it is a job} in a long, long time.
I am also working very, very hard at making my Direct Sales business successful. I am going to go ahead and say it {not sure if it is against the rules or not!!!} ...I am selling for a new company called Origami Owl. They specialize in "Living Lockets" first and foremost. They are also branching out into new jewelry pieces.
I think this is going to be huge. Huge. I am SO excited. I have a small {called a "Garage Sale"} show at one of the Junior High Schools next weekend, and a HUGE Craft Fair at one of the High Schools on 10/27. I hope I can keep up!!!
I have also signed on to be a Thirty-One consultant a little over a month ago. I haven't done much with this business. Yet. It will take off, but I am really concentrating on Origami Owl right now.
I have passed my tests to be a Disney Vacation Planner (if that is the right title...not 100% sure) with Destinations to Explore Travel. I still have a way to go {Universal and Orlando Attractions} but feel pretty good about this. I am already helping my sister and her boyfriend plan a Disney Cruise Line trip to Alaska in 2013!!! Whoo-hoo!!!
Oh, and I also grabbed a new blog domain. Because I blog so much. Really. I have great ideas for both blogs. I just need to WORK on them.
I won't paint a completely rosy picture for everything, though.
The house is a wreck. I have been neglecting some of my daily chores trying to keep up with everything. I think Big Daddy has had it.
I managed to feed 125 employees at the school dinner two nights last week...but I have been feeding Little Man fast food or pizza since then.
I have gone back on a low dose anti-anxiety pill. Not 100% sure that it is working. My spending is getting bad. Worrying too much. Not enough sleep. Too much zoning out and not concentrating. I probably need to see a psychiatrist again soon.
I have learned just how much I could handle. The last month has been rough...but we managed to make it. I just wanted to get September over and done with. It came and went, and I am ready to move on.
In the meantime, I am going to take things one day at a time. It is all I can do. I will concentrate on the good, and not dwell on the bad. It CAN be done.
Love to All.